Expecting a baby..

For some people waiting for 1,5 years was a long time.  For me waiting is time which turned out some meaning.  After marriage, people around us busy to asking, when you get pregnant? initially I always answer that question with a smile, but eventually I get annoyed with that question.

As usual I spent the day with  enjoy, while answering question about pregnancy.   I could say we have plenty of time for a vacation or just watching movies and  going to mall, we really take advantage of that moment. I really fun and enjoy to spending  my time with my husband.

Having a baby is the hope of every married couple.  It seems like life would be more complete.  As a woman gave birth to the baby from the womb itself is perfection.  So beautiful grace of Allah SWT.  But it seems God still have  to test our patience, still determine when the most appropriate time for us  to hold  a baby.  It's have been twice I had  a miscarriage.  My first pregnancy disappear when the fetus was 11 weeks.  Then the second pregnancy was only survive until the age of 8 weeks.

From the experience of the first miscarriage the doctor  has advised me to do a blood test of the ACA, TORCH etc.  The result is declared all within normal limits and fine. I realize this is all the will of God, He who has power over everything.  Thank you infinitely for my husband and family for inspiration, support and prayers that always surround me. Thanks to Dr. Agus, Dr. Diana Mauria, Dr. Diah Sartika Sari, Dr. Ari Waluyo which has many petrified checking and advising me.  Honestly during my second pregnancy I had a lot of changing doctor and hospitals, all I do because I want to and get different opinions on what exactly causes of miscarriage  that I experienced. 

Hope that one day God was pleased to entrust me another fetus in my womb.  God does have a plan of each slave, from God we will learn patience and persistence.  From it we also learn that miracle was never born without a struggle.  And from it we also understand that God never gives anything without first setting up the course.